It feels bad when in the end everything yang u put in macam worthless. Im hopeless when it comes to love. Terus jadi bodoh. Being in love is like taking risk. Especially when you become obses pada partner you, and you tend to make everything perfect, but everytime when u try, it never worked or satisfy you, and sometimes you feel like you're never going to be perfect for him. But everytime his always on your mind macam ada projector dalam otak yang keep on projecting his bloody face in mind, dan kau keep on fikir what other ways kau kena buat untuk make him understand how deeply you are in love with him. Dan yang paling pathetic, is when kau tahu walaupun kau dengan dia bersama like in a relationship, there are other people out there yang tengah tunggu untuk rosakkan semuanya. It's better kalau break up sebab tak ada understanding (walhal rship dah sampai 5years,tiba2 dh tak understand), daripada ada 3rd person. Sebab betul-betul macam drama melayu yang kau bukak dekat semua channel on tv. Dan aku pasti semua orang pun dah penat nak melayan drama, yang in the end sorang menangis, sorang pujuk atauuuuu..dua-dua maki on the phone. hahahaha.