Alone in my room, sometimes i asking myself, Why was I meant to be alive? each day i felt silence. in my self and i felt my self is just got my own self without anyone, felt have love but no fill what use of? hmm.. i'm so sad and so disappointed, i'm realy hate when im in silence such like this sad its my heart to serve all this often hit by loneliness everyday! why should be like this? what should I doing now? kill myself?

ouh gud! please help me. I'm tired! Yes, Lord, I'm tired! Tired of being lonely and tired of being alone. Tired of the voices of women instead of men.Tired of empty arms and empty nights. Tired of an empty heart and an empty life.
Tired of loving no one and no one loving me. I'm tired of my own company and just plain tired of being me. people, I am a lonely person, I have many people around me but the feeling of loneliness its deeply seated in me. I am no man's burden, I can take care of myself but it's lonely out in space, I've come to know the area well. you don't how i'm feel, what i'm feel right now, there's too much that i was thinking, no one's can knows what i'm feel because they're in happiness, i'm just a human and you won't see me cry, even you said you love me, but it doesn't meaning for me